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Darkness closes
around the sun
invisible cloak for expert hearts
to break.

Leaving, left (03.01.2013)

The comfort of those days
wrapped around these streets
hurts my heart.

Empty seat (02.01.2013)

Didn't want to see that little round face
petal-soft
Didn't want to hold that little white body
padded-heavy
Didn't want to hear the voices fake-compliment the skill
of looking like a mother even though.

In my mind (01.01.2013)

Words crowd and crash at the gates
electrified, fire-hot
life blinds them, flash in the dark
they stumble, silenced
gathering in a dream
flowing in water, dissolving
language made of air.

Heart (16.12.2012)

This shattered heart
Frozen in the dark
Ignored, paralysed, silenced.
This screaming heart
Shaking in the cold
Flashing, flowing, echoing.

Days (12.2012)

Like icy needles stinging my skin
blood rushes angry, to my face
anticipation fills my thoughts
to these silent rooms, to be filled with my voice
as I speak to my ghosts.

Reflection (08.12.2012)

If this is what I am
A rock, cold hands, burning eyes
barbed wire surrounding my heart.

Morning run (08.11.2012)

The cold wall I hit
Trying to break my breath
I run on

Beauty (03.11.2012)

One must find beauty
pale light yellowing the mountains
leaves blown on my face on a cold autumn day
music stirring my soul
visions of words
like notes on a pentagram
the steel flow of a river, blinding me
and sometimes, the ghostly memory of an embrace

Gone (27.09.2012)

Because your voice is
memorable like your smile
and this hurts us so

Montisola (25.09.2012)

Steel waves are blinding
Salty drops, shiny and thick
If only this would last

No (12.09.2012)

It's only anger
Waves of negativity
And I carry on

Manchester morning (06.09.2012)

The voices mingle
With the crunchy smell of toast
I can't help smiling

Identity (04.09.2012)

It all comes down to
Sun and voices and sounds and
Vague feelings here

Remember (01.09.2012)

The sky won't be missed
Nor these streets, hours, endless time
But oh, the sounds will.

Over (30.08.2012)

When I think of then
I almost don't smile as I did
When I thought of then

To fill the void (24.08.2012)

Sometimes all these bags
cry for their futility
so just don't listen

Failure to forget (23.08.2012)

Here, infinite days
Here, in the fog of the mind
Here, I remember

No expectations (17.08.2012)

Just looking forward
This numb body walking to
a different future?

Morning coffee (Manchester)

Cocoon, warm music
stirring tears and a quiet smile
a wish: endlessness.